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[24 Jan 2011|04:23pm]
hey... guys?
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[08 Jan 2008|06:57pm]
i will protect you
i will protect you
i will protect you
i will protect you
i will protect you
i will
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[30 Dec 2007|08:15am]
i think i'm no more than a big lie.
and i'll never say this to your face. i'll just laugh, wishing i smoked cigarettes.

tell ********* i'm sorry
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[29 Sep 2007|08:19am]
i love new york II: COUNTDOWN
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[20 Jul 2007|02:53pm]
there is so much to say

i guess : 0 /

livin the life of a poet n stuff
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[01 Jun 2007|08:59pm]
so this is pretty much the only recreational website i can get at work.  
lifes been good, mostly.
i need another job tho. i'll search the streets of chicago sometime when my apathy belittles.

oh and my sister is moving back home beginning of july. that should motivate me to get goin on findin that other job.  that's gona suck.. her being at home. blah.
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[16 May 2007|11:04am]
omg dylan, i totally just bitched panda out
via myspace commenting..of course.
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[12 May 2007|02:46pm]

coozy cooz. i have mixed feelings about the impending summer..

i'm afraid my lil old heart will get a lil bit broken.

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[10 Apr 2007|01:57am]
the pictures from the past couple of days are so gross. its nasty that im this self absorbed. i dont get how anyone thinks im pretty. ew im so nasty looking. its disgusting. its disgusting thati care this much. i want a new face. i want to be perfect. just a simple face would do. simple, even, delicate.

  
so fucking sick. so fucking fat. so fuckgni nasty.

[24 Mar 2007|02:20am]

i'm sad. motherfucker.

what am i gettin myself into,  oh my oh my












THINGS I WISH.
- to look like someone else, anyone else
- to be comfortable in my stupid body
- to lose weight so i can maybe be comfortable in my stupid body
- to not feel all these knots in my tum.
- LOVE
- to be better at paying attention
- to look like someone else
- to look like someone else
- to look like someone else
x10000


there are so many fuckin pretty people out there. its so unfair

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[04 Jan 2007|12:38am]
i miss the aussie :(
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[21 Dec 2006|10:31am]
i duno what's wrong with me. i am so sad, so so sad.   i dont wana leave my bed and i'm so disgusted withmy self. i dont know why i am feeling like this. i gurantee it's only temporary.  i wana cry and burn off my face when i see myself. i am so disgusting

ima feel much better in a lil bit and delete this
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seriously [17 Nov 2006|08:39am]

what do i give off? i found out another person has a little crush on me at my work...this time its a very old asian man.. he looks like a very cute grandpa.   

i really feel like im destined to marry some ultra-creep one day, i obviously dont have an alternative.  well actually, the younger asian, Romeo likes me too. thats my alternative.  
and he is not suave as his name implies, very much the opposite.

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[10 Nov 2006|02:21pm]
so i think i'm gonna study science. i'm not sure of the specifics but it's what i'm gonna do. 

i am also around 60% sure i am going to be moving out. now i have to find a bunch of roommates to share an apartment with.  i do so much better when i am not at home.  i lose weight, get so organized and productive, and maintain some (gasp) social mobility!   

i know my sisters friend, lisle moved here a year ago. i used to talk to him a lot, but i havent really recently...yeah it was like last winter, when he was relatively new to Chicago, when we had actually hungout. 
i'll maybe ask him for advice...or if i luck out maybe he could use a roommate. he's one of the nicest people, and he makes really great music...you guys should meet him.

anyways i'll mention it to him.. hopefully he atleast knows someone who needs a roomie.
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dear god, [09 Nov 2006|02:29am]
it's me margret




i saw marie antoinette. it was horrible. it put in way too much story with hardly any detail. it was very confusing and tiring and it didnt make that much sense.  it was still better than that stupid bug movie you made me get, dylan.  

hooooowlsout
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[28 Oct 2006|12:00am]
[ mood | tired ]

adam ... and emily...going out?   panda called me yesterday very distressed about the whole situation.  i don't really care either way. it really isn't any of my concern, cause it's not like i hangout with them ever. i just think it's pretty weird... but so adam.
and bridget says emilys boyfriend from newyork is coming next week... that should be interesting.



in other news. i really need a fucking boy

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[23 Oct 2006|11:34am]
i ordered some shirts from the cotton factory and threadless.  they are pretty sweet

 Please Don't Eat Me I'm Chinese
that's for stephanie. i was supposed to get that for her like forever ago. but i am now..  it's a really good shirt for her.

and now the rest are for me

Nuclear Arms






i also got this http://store.cottonfactory.com/cf-168.html but since i got the sweatshirt instead of the shirt it wont let me post it's picture.


im uxcitted

oh and everyone call isabel tommarrow, its her burday!!





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[22 Oct 2006|05:35pm]
okay so i tried giving up knuckle cracking. and it started to work, but instead i was just biting my lip all the time. now i'm trying to not bite my lip any more so i'm cracking my knuckles more, and it's worse then when i started because now i do both all the time.
i give up on giving up mpphafar
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[17 Oct 2006|02:25pm]
i keep on developing new freckles

i'm not sure how i feel about this
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uh, sorry dylan [13 Oct 2006|01:40am]
i had my very first sexual dream last night. i have to say it was pretty disappointing. the boy ended up leaving me for another girl while i was right there, at his house. he got all angry that i cared about him doing shit with her in front of me, so he left me. and the sex we had was nothing exciting. at all.

oh and the girl was anna. i dont know how the fuck that happened.
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